I've studied The Exodus several times through various studies, and I've always scoffed and sneered at the Israelites' hard headed-ness and their inability to see God at work in their lives. When Numbers 11:5 takes place the Israelites had just crossed the Jordan, received water from a rock and manna from heaven. Still the rabble said, "We remember the fish we ate in Egypt at no cost—also the cucumbers, melons, leeks, onions and garlic." I never understood how they could ignore God's provision and long for the silliest things of the past instead of pressing on toward the Promised Land. What a bunch of doofuses!
Turns out, I've spent most of 2012 longing for the past. Mostly, I've been longing for the silly things too... an old job, free time, hanging out with friends. While these things are of value, they really are silly in the scheme of God's eternal kingdom. So many times God has brought that verse to my mind, as well as my scoffing and sneering. I guess I'm not so far removed from those hard headed Israelites as I might have imagined! But, God has faithfully used that verse to turn the tide of my thoughts and my heart to press on toward my own Promised Land. He has faithfully reminded me of His perfect provision in my own life... Among many other things, He provided a vehicle for all six of us, rearranged "me" time, and a series of great jobs - the last of which fits our schedule perfectly, and I happen to love!
So, I've decided to refocus my thoughts for 2013... away from cucumbers and garlic to the hope that awaits me. Not only do I have the hope of Heaven someday, but I have the promise of an abundant life now. I'm determined to focus on verses like:
John 10:10 "The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full."
Titus 2:12-14 "It teaches us to say “No” to ungodliness and worldly passions, and to live self-controlled, upright and godly lives in this present age, while we wait for the blessed hope—the appearing of the glory of our great God and Savior, Jesus Christ, who gave himself for us to redeem us from all wickedness and to purify for himself a people that are his very own, eager to do what is good."
And... Philippians 4:3-7 "Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."
I know this has been a rough year for so many, but God does have a plan. The Bible is still true. The tomb is still empty. Jesus is still on the throne. Press on to 2013 and all that God has promised with me!
